Worships tears.
I live a very open and transparent life. I have no secrets. I am bone honest.....even to a fault at times. I really do not have a prayer closet. Anywhere I am can easily become my prayer closet. My home is my sanctuary. I converse with God as I move throughout my house on a daily basis. The shower is my favorite place. Often, after songs, petitions and weeping before my God, I will look to see Hannah standing in my master bath puzzled.
She use to ask me who I was talking to, now she knows who I am talking to. "Mommy, you talking to God?"
"Yes baby, I am talking to our God". She still does not understand worships tears. She always thinks something is wrong. She will run to her Mommy's rescue with tissue and gently cling to my neck. "Mommy, please don't cry. It will be alright".
My precious Hannah. I try to explain to her that I am not sad. Quiet the contrary actually. My tears are tears of joy. Expression of heartfelt gratitude towards my Lord. My Master. Who took a raggedy little broken person and put the pieces back together. I try to convey to her that my tears are the sweet evidence of my worship. I weep because I am free.....no longer bound.
Soon she will shed her own tears when she realizes just how awesome her God is.
She use to ask me who I was talking to, now she knows who I am talking to. "Mommy, you talking to God?"
"Yes baby, I am talking to our God". She still does not understand worships tears. She always thinks something is wrong. She will run to her Mommy's rescue with tissue and gently cling to my neck. "Mommy, please don't cry. It will be alright".
My precious Hannah. I try to explain to her that I am not sad. Quiet the contrary actually. My tears are tears of joy. Expression of heartfelt gratitude towards my Lord. My Master. Who took a raggedy little broken person and put the pieces back together. I try to convey to her that my tears are the sweet evidence of my worship. I weep because I am free.....no longer bound.
Soon she will shed her own tears when she realizes just how awesome her God is.
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